Dear my Birthday Bruh,
5 years ago
Aaaahhhh!!! I feel like I have been so busy the past few weeks since returning to work. I've been glad to get back to work, don't get me wrong. I haven't had to work late at the office, but have just been consistently busy all day long with no downtime. And since I have to leave a little early on my days to pick up Austin from daycare, I've been taking work home to do at night after he goes to bed. So far everyone at work has been really understanding of my need to leave early to pick up Austin, or for me to come in a little later so that I can drop him off in the morning.
Austin's crib is on the corner and is one that they're supposed to wheel outside with babies in it. Well, my little man was asleep during the drill. He managed to sleep through the sirens and being wheeled outside with 3 other babies in his crib. He never even moved! He definitely gets his sleeping habits from his momma. :) He is weighing in right at 18lbs. these days, and has been eating his baby food very well. We've fed him sweet potatoes, squash, and green beans so far, and he always seems hungry for more.
We made it through our first week back to 'reality'! Austin has adjusted very well to daycare, and I am kinda glad to be back at work. Don't get me wrong, Monday was one of the toughest days ever. Okay, so I had a little bit of a breakdown at the daycare when it was time to leave him on Monday morning. But I'm sure I'm not the only mom up there who has cried her eyes out. After continuing to cry for the first 10 minutes of my drive to work, I managed to pull myself together. I put on my big girl pants and went to work. Of course, all I could think about all day was my Austin and wondered what he was doing. I managed to hold out until lunch to call to check on him, but he was doing fabulous. And each day has gotten a little easier to leave him. He is exhausted in the evenings and is still adjusting to all the stimulation up there.
I managed to actually get really focused on work and get back into the swing of things. It actually feels kinda nice to be using my brain again and feel like an adult during the day. Now I just need to train myself to be really focused all day long so that I can get my stuff done to be able to get out of there on-time.